All it takes is one thing to go right. I'm trying to be task-oriented and motivated today, setting my thoughts on controlling only the things I can and trusting the universe to channel the rest into positive avenues. Our shutoff notice for today has been postponed until Friday. This buys me time to find the $201.50 we need. As soon as business hours have hit I will try contacting the food pantry. Perhaps they will be able to help me. If not, here's where the universe comes in, lol. We're contemplating the possibility of relocating. While this isn't a possibility that we're opposed to, it's also one I don't see as being plausible right now. We can't even afford to drive to the possible interviews here in town, how would dh get to an interview in Ohio, or Tennessee, or any of the other places we might go? And then, if he gets a job there, then what? How do we move ourselves and our stuff? Then to sell the house, find a place to live in the new place and get us all there and... . My head hurts, lol. But, it is an option we need to consider.
We're also needing to consider the option of him continuing on with school. This makes me cringe. It makes dh want to run screaming. I don't blame him one bit. We saw the light at the end of the tunnel just a month or so ago. Now the light seems to be growing dimmer, further away. While I know the light will never fade, we WILL reach our goals, this is a setback I'm not in the mood for. I just want to be able to make my mortgage payment, yk? And I want my stroller. The dream of owning this really cool stroller got me through the last few weeks of dh's school. Now that dream is fading too. Wah! Wah!
Ok, foot stomping won't get this house clean or appointments made or breakfast on the table, so I'm off for now. One foot has to go in front of the other now doesn't it?
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