Inspiration in the grayness. Just another one of the many facets of me.

I find music inspiring me today. Bands I was unaware of mere days ago have caught and held my attention and my emotion. Joy and pain, the nameless emotion one feels for their life partner, sorrow and excitement. Song to song my moods alter and shift, allowing my awareness to shift with them. So many things going on in my life. So many I can't even blog about them. Some I don't want to jinx with premature gushing about them. Others I hint at but don't feel ready to go into detail. Others seem so insignificant as words that I don't want to dishonor their place in my head by writing them down. I feel a sense of urgency, like I should hurry to feel and explore it all before life catches up and emotion can barely be acknowledged let alone explored. I feel a sense of urgency to get on with things. These changes that are coming are exciting!

A shout out to Sugarland, Adam Mertz, John Mayer, The Indigo Girls (God I want to see them in concert SO BAD), Matt Nathanson, whoever invented live accoustic versions of amazing songs, The Beastie Boys, Broadway, Adam Lambert, Daughtry...