So sad.

I woke last night hoping the conversation I'd had with a friend was all a dream. But it wasn't. I don't want to go into too much detail here since it's not my information to write, and since I don't want to be negative. Suffice it to say that I am incredibly sorry for my friend, so very sorry, and that I am here for whatever and whenever she needs me. Other than that, I know this is just a small bump in this road and that joyous news will follow in no time. My heart is aching now but it's all for the flavor and spice of life, and future joy will be that much more joyful because of this. (((Hugs))) to my mama friend.

In othre news, my tonsils and glands are swollen the size of golf balls. At least, that's what it feels like. I don't feel too bad otherwise. I feel sore kind of, but not too bad today. I'll be able to get a better gauge for things once I've had coffee. Until then the whole world looks bleak. I'm not running a fever. Tiny sapling son and I are each battling thrush so my nipples are painted purple with gentian violet. I contemplated last night whether that would count as covering my nipples legally. I wasn't in the mood to run outside and test the theory though. Too cold.

Today's to do list is still up in the air. I've got lots of "could do's" and a couple of "must do's". The could-do's are in the air until some other stuff works itself out. Just not sure how today is going to go. Hazzah, that means I could make 2 lists.

Could do:

work on the bathroom
laundry put away
summer clothes BE GONE
finish cleaning kitchen
clear off hot spot counter in kitchen
m&d's to set up internet
Neall to andrea's to set up computer
get insulation out of playroom
clear toys from living room
library
pay bills

Must do:

Angel Food boxes ordered
Visit with Dawn